Dear John

Went to watch this movie last night with a friend.

The story was a sad but romantic one. Quite enjoyed it.

Cried some of it. Was touched at some parts.

Kept me wondering for a while when John wrote a letter to his father to tell the father that he loves him.

This makes me think, when was the last time i told my parents that i love them. Must human's wait till the very last end or when they are about to lose the important person in life before they can bring out the word LOVE accross? How many of you out there said "I LOVE YOU" to the person you cherish the most? Most ppl live with regrets when they are not able to bring thier LOVE across anymore. Some is because of pride or shyness. Some is maybe because of some particular reasons where you are not allowed to say it out. Where it is only allowed to be kept in the heart. For whatever reasons there is, if you are allowed to say "I LOVE YOU" to the person you cherish the most, be brave and let the person know. At least you won't live with regrets. Well, i told my parents last night that i love them and they were shock but i know i brought smiles to their faces that night and brought warmth to their hearts. At least if anything were to happen to me, i know i wont have regrets at all. So what about you? Still holding back the special words?

Can't things just be simple??

Sometimes i wonder why are we living in such a complex world?

Why can't things be simpler and innocent?

Why do we have to fight or strive for survival?

Isn't there things to stop for a while to look at anymore?

Isn't there people who treats one another with their real heart anymore?

Must there always be sadness and anger in your everyday life?

Or maybe dissapointment or vengence?

I really miss those times when we were younger and innocent

When we don't have troubles from the outer world.

When we still can sing and play and talk freely.

Smile and laugh loudly and joke around.

I think we can never get that kind of lifestyle back anymore as it has pass us by.

For everything that is happening around me, I am forced to be strong in many ways.

I'm still learing to forgive and forget to those who have hurt me along the way.

Still learning to be humble.

Still learning to lower down my temper.

Still learning to smile to my enemies.

Everything above is hard to achieve without mental support and moral support.

Which at least i'm lucky to have some people around me who i can trust wholely to give me the support above without giving me harm.

I hope GOD will bless those ppl who have hatred, vengence and sadness in them happier. So that they can live happily and freely.

"SHORT" is my image!!!

Hey frens, it's been a year since i've touch my Blog. I've been bz with stuffs. Stuffs like my new FB account. HEHE.... Learning the touch of FB makes me go crazy... With the many games which my frens taught me to play~~ GOSH!!! Well i'm back to roll my Blog ball again. Hope it will last this time thou.

Well, just to update you guys on how i've been doing~~~ Have a look below. It's SHORT style this time. Really SHORT!!!! First time in such a length really feels different. Can't feel the girly in me with this style. It's been with me for 4 mths now and i think i will keep this style for a while now as i've always been with those long curly girly hairstyle. It's time for a change. Maybe next time i might change my style to hair-less!!! hahahaah....